17 September

Hari ini berlalu dengan begitu 'cepat'.. Kelar ngampus.. Setelah capek banget siaran-kuliah-latian pesparawi **yang kali ini menyobekkan sebagian kulit kakiku** akhirnya Cung2 pulang kerumah dengan keadaan lemas. Pengen tidur... Tapi seperti biasa, sengantuk2nya Cung2, sempet2in untuk buka-buka internet. Ngecek FS, ngecek FB, ngecek Plurk, atau sekedar ngomong2 via forum, dan YM. Yah.. standard la.. tapi nggak tau kenapa.. apa yang terjadi hari ini.. Ritual Cung2, biasanya sambil chatting or browsing, selalu ditemenin sama MP3 yang Cung2 punya. Nggak tau kenapa, apa mungkin kebawa suasana mellow, jadinya pengen denger lagu-lagu lama.. Akhirnya Cung2 masukin playlist lagu2 lama.. terus biarin winampnya puter lagu itu secara shuffle. Lagi enak-enak chatting conference di YM sama anak-anak forum.. Ternyata mereka ngobrolin 'sesuatu' yang bikin............

Perasaan gue udah gak enak..

sampe akhirnya playlist winamp ku berhenti di satu lagu..

I Look At You
You Look At Me
(You Can't Help It You're Feeling Butterflies)
Its obvious,
We have Chemistry
(I think I know it cuz it feels so right)
Girl I wanted so long to know
Now Your telling me you gotta let it go
(Dont Tell Me I have to start all over again)
I Never thought that this day would come
(This is somthing that i've wanted in my life)
I relize that you're the one
(and you're telling me its time to say goodbye)
To Put this out of my heart It ain't gonna change
So it shouldn't be so easy to walk away
(You feel it I feel it lets not be tense)

(Chorus)
Baby, I Don't Know What Love Is
Maybe I'm A Fool
I Just Know What I'm Feeling
And It's All Because Of You
Don't Tell Me
I Don't Know
I Want The Truth
Cuz They Call It
We Call It
You Call It
I Call It Love

It's so clear for you to see
(dont let anybody tell you what to do)
Why they can't they just let us be happy
(i dont want to find somebody new)
If you know whats real in your heart
Then dont let them tear us apart
(Cuz you feel it I feel it Lets think this through)

(Chorus)

(Break)
We Have a bond thats unbreakable
And its not time to let it go
And now that we know its real
We are going to let it show
To the whole world
That I'm yours forever
and you're my girl

(Chorus 2 times)

Love
They Call It Love
I Call it
Love

(Lionel Richie - I Call It Love)

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Kamprettt!!! Tiba-tiba gue nangis!! Percakapan antara anak-anak forum dan lagu tersebut kok bisa PAS yaa. Gw langsung meninggalkan conference dan langsung keinget-inget sama 'kenangan' di balik lagu ini..

PARAHNYA.. hari ini, 17 September bisa dibilang 'special' day buat dia dan buat gue juga. Kampret kampret kampret!!

Gak ada yang bisa ngobatin 'apa-yang-gue-rasain' hari ini. Cung2 langsung apus semua playlist yang ada winamp, dan hanya menyisakan satu lagu.. Lionel Richie - I Call It Love dan gue denger berulang-ulang..

sayangnya tadi pagi secara ga sadar gw ngobrolin dia sama temen gue..ngobrolin dia.. iya DIA.. d..i..a.. Temen gue bilang dia udah ada yang lain..

patutkah gue untuk menangis lebih keras?